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Something new​(​er)

by Graham Hamer

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1.
OCR Well the music pounds And my head spins round And the longing comes over me. I must find the bar I know it’s not far It is the one place where I can see. Well I can see your soul and I can see you’re sold And I can see you looking back at me. I can see you’ve cried and that your soul’s died And I can see you looking back at me. But the disco lights Begin to dim my sight But if I stare enough I start to see. Let’s get away from here Don’t like the atmosphere, Let’s find a refuge where we are free. Well I can see your soul and I can see you’re sold And I can see you looking back at me. I can see you’ve cried and that your soul’s died And I can see you looking back at me. I can see your soul. I can see your soul.
2.
Become my disease I feel ill, I feel tired. I feel lost, all hope expired. I long to be free Be what I could be: But I have become my disease. I feel trapped without a choice. A preacher without a voice. I long to be free Be what I could be: But I have become my disease. I want to live, don't want to die. But some days it's hard to try. I long to be free But I won't be what I could be. If I become my disease. Become my disease If I become my disease. If I become my disease. If I become my disease. Won't I be what I could be. If I become my disease. I won't be what I could be. If I become my disease. I won't be what I could be. If I become my disease. I won't be what I could be. If I become my disease. I won't be what I could be. If I become my disease. I won't be what I could be. If I become my disease.
3.
Be with you Feeling much too tired Feeling uninspired But my one desire Is to be with you. Been wasting time Been reading crime But what's on my mind Is to be with you. That's the way that I want to spend my days Must see you and I want no delays. You can't treat me this way You can't leave me waiting like this. You wouldn't treat me this way If you knew how I long for your kiss. Looking every day Wondering what to say If you said you'd stay And I'd be with you. Nearly lost my mind 'Cause you're so unkind But some peace I'd find If I could be with you. That's the way that I want to spend my days Must see you and I want no delays. You can't treat me this way You can't leave me waiting like this. You wouldn't treat me this way If you knew how I long for your kiss. Feeling all alone And I want you home Find the joy we've known When I can be with you. You've got me on the run Lost all I've won Forgotten all I've done Want to be with you. That's the way that I want to spend my days Must see you and I want no delays. You can't treat me this way!
4.
Waiting The screen tells me they'll be delay But more than that it does not say. Perhaps I'll be here all day But my mind wants to get away. I know I'm wasting my time With too much pain in my mind. But all this waiting's unkind And my hope is undermined. I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting. I'm thinking the worst is now here And no sign of joy will appear But this is fault of my fear That the end is quite near. I'll go home and lie on my bed Ignore the pain in my head. Forget the warnings I've read Watch the TV instead. I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting.
5.
Ask the DAC That painting that's been on the wall for years, No one would notice if it disappears. That ancient carpet that has got a hole, No one would care if it was sold. But this sort of work requires a faculty, You'd better ask the DAC. The DAC Secretary guides a lot, The Archdeacon does something but I'm not sure what. They are all there to be a help to you But you need to see their point of view. And most sort of work requires a faculty, So definitely ask the DAC. If it's a vicarage or a rectory Makes no odds so far as I can see. But to some folk who live in Ross They really do seem to give a toss. But it's more complex than it might seem It will certainly need a Pastoral Scheme. You'd better not mess with the DMPC Whatever it is they're meant to be. You'd better not mess with the DMPC The Measure is there for all to see. If you don't know which way to go Have you considered a BMO? Is your benefice non-contiguous, Or is the Scheme quite ambiguous? But you can link deaneries on the border, And probably get by with a Pastoral Order. But work in church requires a faculty, So definitely speak to the DAC. I've had it up to here with interested parties, And as for patrons, don't get me started. But move a font, or remove a pew, There’s one thing that you must do. For this sort of work requires a faculty, You'd better ask the DAC!
6.
Forgotten Be inspired and try to break out. Things desired and lost Can be forgotten. When you are tired , and want a way out Don't lose your hope And be abandoned. Things conspire, and try to break you. But let them drop And be forgotten. When you are lost, can't find a way out Don't lose your joy And be down hearted. For hope will come When you least expect it. For love will come When you let it. And it will change The way you're feeling. Be inspired and try to break out. Things desired and lost Can be forgotten, Can be forgotten, Can be forgotten.
7.
Try to lie Don't try to lie to me, Don't try to lie to me. Because it makes me sad and it makes me cry And I can't stand the tears in my eyes. You're burning up my heart, You're burning up my life. Don't want to have to part, Don't want to have to leave. If I could find a way, To make you understand. I can't stand another day, Can't wait another hour. Don't try to lie to me, Don't try to lie to me. Because it makes me sad and it makes me cry And I can't stand the tears in my eyes. You're ruining my life, You've taken all I have. You've cut me like a knife, You've hurt me with your lies. I tried to give you all I owned, I let you choose what we would do. But I'd be better off alone Than to hear you lie again. Don't try to lie to me, Don't try to lie to me. Because it makes me sad and it makes me cry And I can't stand the tears in my eyes. Lie to me: don't lie to me. Don't lie to me: don't lie to me. There's no more that I can say, There's no that I can do. But I've got to find a way, To get the truth from you. You're burning up my heart, You're burning up my life. Don't want to have to part, Don't want to have to leave.
8.
Picture me Picture me on a road to freedom Picture me in the driving rain Picture me on my way to glory Picture me back in hell again. No one knows what road they travel No one knows if they are free No one cares if they are lonely No one cares if they cease to be. Picture me in love with someone Picture me going insane. Picture me in my own little castle Picture me on the street again. No one knows what road they travel No one knows if they are free No one cares if they are lonely No one cares if they cease to be. Picture me alone on a mountain Picture me climbing in vain Picture me on my way to the summit Picture me falling back again. No one knows what road they travel No one knows if they are free No one cares if they are lonely No one cares if they cease to be.
9.
NO ONE HOME When I'm thinking I can see the night But the city lights are still in sight. When I think I will call a friend The memories come and they won't end. When I'm thinking that I need someone: The phone is ringing but there's no one home. The phone is ringing but there's no one home. I will have to be alone tonight I will have to find what's wrong or right. When I think at how my life has changed The memories they all seem strange. When I'm thinking that I need someone: The phone is ringing but there's no one home. The phone is ringing but there's no one home. I think of you, I think you're here: And I know there's nothing to fear. Then I remember you have gone But somehow life goes on. I think of you, I think you're here: And I know there's nothing to fear. Then I remember you have gone But somehow life goes on. When I'm thinking I can see the night But the city lights are still in sight. When I think I will call a friend The memories come and they won't end. When I'm thinking that I need someone: The phone is ringing but there's no one home. The phone is ringing but there's no one home.
10.
The Meeting Sitting in a hot room with nothing to say. The others are talking but I look away But from the window there's nothing to see Only my reflection looking back at me. How I wish I had never arrived Made my excuses and stayed outside How I wish I'd not complied And stayed at home in my bed and cried. Now they've stopped speaking and they're looking at me. I wish I'd gone and there's nothing to see. But I can't hide and I feel weak, But there's no escape and I'll have to speak. How I wish I had never arrived Made my excuses and stayed outside How I wish I'd not complied And stayed at home in my bed and cried. Brain dies, Tongue rots: I've started speaking but I wish I'd stop. The meeting's over and it's time to go home. I grab my coat and stumble out alone. But I find I've forgotten my phone I'd go back but they'd only moan! How I wish I had never arrived Made my excuses and stayed outside How I wish I'd not complied And stayed at home in my bed and cried.
11.
A Song for Lenny If I had an audience of one, I'd still sing my song, I'd still sing it. If I was writing only for you, I'd still write for you I'd keep writing. The band came and the band left but all the time I kept hoping That sometime the moment would come and I'd seize it and not blow it. If I lived my life all again I'd still play my guitar, yes I'd play it. If I was playing all on my own, I'd still wish that someone could hear it. Just to know there is someone who really hears what I'm saying Just to know someone who cares and tells me so that I know it If I had an audience of one, I'd still sing my song, I'd still sing it. If I was writing only for you, I'd still write for you I'd keep writing. The band came and the band went but all the time I kept hoping That sometime the moment would come and I'd seize it and not blow it.
12.
Keep on Talking Incense swirling, processing all around. Voices singing, fills the place with sound. I keep on listening, trying to hear a voice To help me find some way to make a choice. Well they keep on talking but there's no one there. Counselling, praying, drinking were a way. Anything to get me through the day. Present, future it all just seems to be a game. Goodness, badness, boredom all seem the same. Well they keep on talking but they still don't care. Somewhere, nowhere travelling without a hope. Choose any option to try to cope. Winner, loser I ask them what should I do. They give me answers, but my problems grew. Well they keep on talking but they get nowhere. They keep on talking and they never stop!
13.
FINDING A WAY Well it's dark outside but I recall the sun When I think about the things we've done. How we've made it through all the sobs and tears And found a way to subdue our fears. I can't believe we've grown so old I can't believe I could feel so tired I can't believe I could take so long Or could feel so uninspired. Well it's wet outside but I recall the dry When the rain was gone and the sun was high. But when I think of you I always smile Your calming word could always reconcile. The days that may be left are few But think of you I always do. The days that may be left are few But they'll be filled with joy and wonderful. So much has changed and so much is new And so much has gone for the years they flew. But what can never change is my love for you Or the happy times which we once knew. Well give me one more chance give me one more smile Give me one more hope walk with me one more mile. For whatever comes, whatever falls We'll find a way to face it all.
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The Get-away 02:23
THE GET-AWAY I’m wasting all of the day: Finding reasons to stay. But if I tried to change my mind, I’d never find a way. I’m crying more than I should Thinking more than is good. But if I had to move away I know I never could. I never could find The drive I need to make my get away Get away, get away. Age lies, time flies Even if you try. Eyes cry, love dies. Even if you try. I’m crying more than I should Thinking more than is good. But if I had to move away I know I never could. I never could find The drive I need to make my get away Get away, get away.

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The majority of these tracks are remixed versions of songs written and recorded in 2015.

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released March 2, 2023

Written and performed by Graham Hamer

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